If you have secret insaid your head, don't hold it there too long..It may couse your trouble!! Believed me, I know!

I have to write this thing in English, because it is easier for me. As you already can see, this post about about the secrets. I am very good at keeping them and because of them is in my head too much. I thought that it is easier to write here than Facebook.This all started with just a small primary school. I was involved in a number of stupid, and even if I did not do anything, I was the one that was supposed to keep a secret. Although the class how many comrades were questioned, I could not say a word. If I promised to keep something secret, it also remained inside my head .. This, however, has had a lot of trouble in my life. My next problem may have that 

it is that I've had six months of proportion to me four years younger boy. I care about him very much and I know that he could be the right one for me. The boy reads on facebook that he is related to, but I can not read, because, as you know that I can not just put it that way. I have kept secrets of almost eight years old, and I have not told them to anyone. So this is very difficult for me, but I just can not .. I'm on facebook yritänyt hint to my mother, but this was the best I can .. maybe one day I can tell .. my goal is that we collect and the courage to tell until I've been dating her for this kanssaa .. it is difficult .. that you can be sure of. I'm told the relationship between female friend of my father, but Dad, I can not tell you, because I'm afraid what he would make the son of my friend .. I have been able to tell my former employers and also the second cousin, to whom I can always tell you everything. this is not fair that all the other people do before my own mother, I hope that my mother sometimes gives forgive and understand that some things I just can not tell.

Thank you for allowing me to clear my head .. I feel a little better .. saranghae! and thank you my cousin,that you are always be by my side<3